its been brought to my notice that ive started to talk to myself.and im not too happy about it.the reason is this ...
i had a girlfriend in school who used to talk to her self.she did it all the time and everywhere.when she was alone or with people around.and somehow i found myself having to defend that quirk of her's every now and then.some guy or the other would go ,
"haha ,your chick talks to herself.look at her walking down the corridor , waving her hands about and talking some shit to herself.loser"

and id have to say something like,
"yeah atleast my girl has bigger tits than me.why dont you go eat somemore jam , ya fat fuck?".
and in spite of calling the fat guy fat ,i wouldnt feel totally feel a little guilty , as i too thought that she was a bit of a freak,talking to herself.
which brings me to my current it ok ,now that i do it , for people to talk to themselves? i feel its fine.and i even feel guilty for feeling guilty about her.

and also , back in school , i was the skinny guy who called each and everybody fat.i was without mercy , and each and every kid fatter than me got it.(and i was skinny as hell,so i got to call a lot of people fat a lot of the time.)

and for some strange reason calling a guy fat never gets old..i remember calling a guy fatso when we were in the 4th class and then calling him fatso when we got to the 12th .same effect ..

but the deal is im not skinny anymore.4 years of my life fucking wasted in "college".all that time spent sitting on my ass in front of the computer playing Diablo .. with the only exercise being an ass scratch when i leveled up... well, it led to me losing the skinny im something that i would have comfortably called fat in school.fatso even ...

i know when i started typing this crap out that i had some sort of a point i wanted to get across.damn .. ive forgotten.

yes , it had something to do with maybe how i, having seen the inherent hippocracy(love that word,though im not too sure i can spell pretty sure it's entymothingylogical root is from the "hippocratic oath") in my judgements about others, should take it a little easy labelling people.
or some shit like that ...

we end this presentation with a quotation from Geneisis 10.1 :
Mr. Garrison: How would you like to go see the school counselor?
Cartman: How would you like to suck my balls?
Mr. Garrison: What did you just say?!
Cartman: Oh, I'm sorry (Clears throat and pulls out megaphone), actually what I said was, "How would you like to suck my balls, Mr. Garrison?"

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