27 Oct 2004, 4:06pm
now hear this ...... what i hate in people -II
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huh off my chest !!!!
feel the need
the need to fire
the need to fire back
the need to surge.
Current Mood: Angry
Current Music: disturbed
27 Oct 2004, 5:15am
Why am I always at the starting line ?
Is this a Divine way of saying,
Saying Son :"You aint meant for this"
"NO", I cry "Gimme a chance, Gimme a Streak"
"Is it much", I think
to ask for,
to ask for that ONE chance?
Life is about Living.
Let me live it in all it's myriadness
There is Futility
There is Heartbreak I know,
But how will I realise it's Futility
Then it happens,
as it always has,
like a Divine mock,
A Divine Smirk.
I Get it, I Get it all.
Everything I want,
Everything I Dreamt.
There's a hitch, though. I
get the same thing.
Where is the myriadness?
Is it all ? I ponder.
This is like a journey never ending,
never satisfying mortal life,
constricted a meaning to life I seek.
Here again I think
" Is it much to ask for ... To ask for that one Chance ?"
Current Music: Led Zep - Going to California
7 Oct 2004, 6:14pm
why are we here?
do we know ?
i'm here for areason i'd like to believe
there is hope after all i'd like to know
i believe not in destiny
i believe not in predefintion
i believe in hope
i believe in uncertainity
for in uncertainity lies hope
so iwalk along life's pathways
i walk blind , i walk dazed
i walk confidently , i walk hopefully
the pathe ahead is unknown
the future is uncertain
i am not scared i trudge on neverthless.
for in uncertainity lies hope
so i come out once again to muse
am i here for a reason?
i might never know
Current Mood: Thoughtful
Current Music: pink floyd
12 Aug 2004, 11:32pm
Darkness pulls me down,
should i ever know the light .
whims and fancies of a cursed fate .
I am a fallen soul, seeking to survive.
memories ofa glorious past,
shine in my eyes .
despair and pain,I know as friends.
There is hope say some ,
see the light .
I see nothing ,I see no light .
There is fire deep inside ,
It still burns,It still stays .
It will show me the way.
I will survive ,I will surface.
To see the light of day.
Current Mood: Triumphant
Current Music: loose urself