fuckin' crib over my sore life
spartacus | 05 January, 2005 00:48
Another fuckin' entry...I don't care if anyone reads this or not...I am just gonna puke out my misery...
I can fuckin program I never get a reason...I can make movies ??(yeah!!! I gotta fuckin camcorder) but my projects get delayed by a life time...I fuckin like this girl...but don't wanna confess...I started to day dream...I am bloody imagining her to be by my side and I am talkin to her...all that in public.
I have a rep as a woman hater...the heart broken come to me for solace..and the committed look up to me..I can't fuckin go and talk to that female now...I know sheez quite okay with me....May b she'd even fall for me...but the motherfuckin' pride....QT was right..fuck pride...it never helps it only hurts...fuck pride
I can fuckin stay without the thoughts but I don't want to....I like her .....I dunno if I love her...cuz I dunno what fuckin love is...never been in it...U can't live without her ...is that love....if yes then I am not in...she'd just make my life better...I ain't sure of that either........
All I can do is RUST IN PEACE
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